uh oh

my last entry was about how i never have anything new to talk about. remaining true to my previous post, i have nothing new to talk about.  trying to maintain a blog is hard when you're a loser, ha!

speaking of being a loser, i have nothing to do tonight (friday night).  luckily for me, my friends susan and peter are my loser counterparts and have nothing planned either.  So, we're having a tropical-themed night in (wow this sounds so lame)!  i think we've all gone a little crazy due to the unending snowstorms and winter chill.
Blended cocktails, tiny umbrellas, and hawaiian pizza for the three of us!  wow i've sunk to a new low. hahaha.

nothing new. ever.

Don't you hate it when you're small-talking with someone you haven't seen in a long time, and the other person asks the inevitable question, "So, what have you been up to...what's new?" My response is always the same: "nothing."  I respond in such not only because I'm awful at awkward small-talk, but nothing is ever new with me and nothing ever will be. This question also causes me anxiety, as it's difficult for me to scan my entire life since the last time we've met and determine if anything new or noteworthy has occurred.  and it makes me feel like shit because there's never anything worth mentioning.

I can't wait until all this amazing shit happens, like getting an awesome new job, buying a house, winning the lottery (never gonna happen). Then IIIIII will be the one to ask, "...so, WHAT'S NEW????" just so I can rub it in how awesome and exciting MY life is.


weh.