one step forward, two steps back.

Yesterday, i paid off my HSBC credit card in its entirety (there was only $100 left). It was so satisfying seeing my balance go down to $0.00, like i accomplished some great feat.  I felt like I was finally heading in the right direction.

Later that night, I went out to Geisha to celebrate a friend's birthday.  I didn't want to go but my other friend accused me of being a cheapass, so I foolishly decided to go to prove my non-cheapassness.  The meal came out to $128 per person.  One Hundred Twenty Eight fucking dollars.  What. the. fuck. I don't mind planning in advance to eat at an amazing restaurant, with the knowledge that I would be spending a shitload, but I was completely blindsided.  The waitress (of course) recommended the 5 course tasting menu (which would have to be ordered by everyone at the table). Worried looks were exchanged, but everyone was too timid to object.  I already have a reputation for being  a party-pooping ahole, so it was not in my best interest to speak up at this time.  However, never again am I going to let myself spend that much unless I absolutely can and want to.

Happy Birthday friend, but I won't be celebrating with you for the next 3 years. hahaha.